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“No one's gonna take me alive
The time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive…”


- “Knights of Cydonia”, Muse

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You know, there's a reason I chose those lyrics to represent the entire JoS series, and I realized something very important tonight, in my caffiene-induced mood swing.

I'm not living up to them.

And for me--Bird, the original creator of the entire JoS world--to say, that is a sad notion.

So, here's my revolution.

Instead of being nice about what happened and pretending like it's all grand and happy now, I'll tell you the honest truth. Why Aki and I are no longer co-writers. Well, long story short, she turned into (even more of) a stupid bitch. (Don't want to read the long version? Skip the big paragraph.)

See, it all starts way back when Birdie was a new girl in town, freshman year of high school. By this time, Aki had already dated one of the guys I'd had a two-year crush on that she'd been well aware of, so my confidence wasn't off to it's greatest. I made friends, found a boyfriend later that year that, for some reason, Aki hated. I barely got to hang out with him outside of school, and when I got the chance, she got pissed. So, I considered lying about where I was after school when I couldn't be on the computer, taking to her. I only got to actually lie once though. She found out I was hanging out with my boyfriend and threw a friendship-threatening tantrum. She confessed to me about a month later that she was thinking she was bi and had feelings for me. I broke up with him a few months later at the end of sophomore year because "my feelings changed". I didn't lie, but my reasons for "changing" weren't what I thought. I started dating Aki in July of that year. Things went well. Aside from the fact that she constantly wanted to tell everyone, which I wasn't so keen on outside of friends. She wanted to tell her mom, which I told her was out right a BAD idea. Then...how many ticks does it take to get to the center of a Birdie and make her pop? Tick one. James. Some smooth, guitar playing asshole with a criminal record, a criminal family, and a penchant for hitting on every willing girl he sees. She liked him at first because he could play and sing "Pain" by Three Days Grace. They told her he was a womanizer, so she led him on. Even went as far as practically kissing his neck, then left. Apparently that was her idea of "HA HA SHOWS HIM WHO'S A REAL PLAYA". She told me all about it later that afternoon too. I was thrillllled. He came in to the coffee shop her mom owned several times after that, bearing gifts. I was PISSED when she told me. Then one afternoon, she told me she wanted to try dating him.Tick one. I logged off and refused to answer my phone until she was leaving messages on my home phone in tears. She became a wannabe suicidal after that. She scared the god damn shit out of me a couple of times, kept me up all night because of it. She cut herself once and hated it (Real cutters do it because they LIKE it). Cant' remember why, but it had something to do with me. Next time, she swallowed a bunch of pills. Why? I wasn't answering my phone. She thought I was mad at her. It was up in my god damn room, charging. And she nearly killed herself for it, the dumb ass. Things ran smoother after that, but I made her promise I don't know how many times over the next year and a half that she wouldn't kill herself, just because she scared me so badly. Tick two. We went to ACEN together for the second time. Met a couple of guys cosplaying as Dante and Nero from the Devil May Cry video game series. Dante is her ultimate fandom, so of course, we took pictures, promised we'd meet up next year, yadda yadda yadda. All four of us became friends on Facebook over that time, and she continually flirts with him for the next year. I started arguing with her about it a lot too. Tick two. Even our relationship was starting to fall apart on her end. She stopped paying attention to me. Starting hanging all over Jackie, her other best friend. Treated me like I wasn't there while I gave her my affection. Tick two. Junior year ends. We celebrate one year. Things deteriorate quickly. In August we break up mutually, but we're still close. Senior year. She still treats me like we're dating and I don't know how to live any differently. Tick three. She decides to go after Byran, one of her school friends while we work out some sort of open relationship. I tell her it won't work out. He's not her type. I'm right, but I'm still depressed for an entire winter. Tock. January 2009. I'm about to turn 18. I'm sick of the shit. A friend of mine I'd known for two years has a couple of the same classes as me. He's got a girlfriend, but he's a flirt, and I don't mind it. By then we were close. Even decided to go to Turnabout as friends. He rode the bus home with me every day and we'd sit in the basement playing Fallout 3 until he needed to leave. At first we sat at opposite ends of the couch. But, day by day, we got closer. I invited him to by 18th birthday party a few nights after he called me, telling me he and his girlfriend were through. We had one of the most fun nights I can recall. Me and Aki were on good terms. Everything was going well. The night before Valentine's Day. Dave asked me out, I said yes. Best decision I've ever made in my life yet. March. Spring break. I spent a few nights over at Aki's. I got annoyed with everyone texting me so much, Dave among them. I turned off my phone, and left Dave confused and upset. I started talking through Aki's phone to him and find out he wanted to tell me he loves me. We talk things out when I get home, turns out that saved us. May. Aki got sick of hearing about me and Dave. She requested that we don't "PDA" (Public Display of Affection) every second at ACen. I agreed to it. It's not like we were real hot and heavy at five months. Weekend of Prom and ACen '09. Probably the most fun, intense, tiring, and epic weekends I've ever had. I slept on the floor of the hotel room with Dave, to Aki's malcontent. I found out later that Saturday that she thought our hugging and holding hands everywhere was too much PDA and the fact that I slept next to him pissed her off (I secretly told her to kiss my ass). School got out, we graduated, and I basically stop talking to her. Summer. I literallt spent every single day with Dave. Aki insulted us over some Facebook quiz. Her mom tried to get her two cents in too. Neither was very effective. College. I see her in the cafe all the time. We started to be friendly, then I decide to do what I should have done all along. Drop her. Now I just pretend like she's not even there, shouting like she thinks she some sort of sex guru, even when she's announced that she's a virgin. I would secretly like to bitch slap her. But now I think I'll actually start yelling next time she says something just plain stupid.

Yeah, the whole thing might be a bit like high school drama, but hey, I'm over it now. I'm just taking my things and moving on.

That includes this story. I came up with the plot for QoS one summer day in the shower. I played every character except for her two. I slaved my summer days editing and putting it up here. Then it just continued with the three other JoS additions. And I was still doing all the work. I asked for help for nearly a year and got next to none. And what did she decide to post here? A lesbian fanservice sex story.

So I said "Fuck it".

This was my story from the beginning, this will be my story in the end. I'm god damn proud of this story, and I won't see it disgraced with her name on the cover when I publish it. It means more to me than it could have ever meant to her. So I'm re-writing all of the shitty stuff she put in that I didn't like. I'm editing this the way I want it, and polishing it until it shines. Then I'm taking it to publishers and praying for luck. I might even turn it into a feature film script. And whoever calls me too ambitious can kiss my ass.

And Aki, all you'll get out of this is a little note on the dedication page: "Thanks for nothing, bitch."

Jet, I'm doing you proud now.

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:iconjuhua:
Heya!
When is the KoS coming,huh?
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:iconlombaxchick:
I MUST GET AROUND TO READING

I WILL START IMMEDIATELY :D

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:iconjacks-of-spades:
:D

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